My dear ex

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I didn’t know what to say when you asked me how I was.

I couldn’t decide whether I should lie to you

And tell you that I’m doing good,

Or if I should be honest with you,

Like I had been before,

And tell you that I wasn’t good.

I lied to you.

I told you I was good and doing fine.

But I didn’t lie to you intentionally,

I promise.

I lied to you because,

If I had been honest with you then things would get awkward between us again,

And I didn’t want that to happen.

I wanted things to be normal between us,

So I could just talk to you everyday.

I want to talk to you because,

You make me happy.

I want you to know that,

You mean a lot to me.

I want to tell you that,

You make me happy.

I want you to know that I want you in my life,

Even if it means that I can only have you as a friend,

That’s okay because,

Your mere presence- online or offline,

Just makes me happy

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